.Tuesday, May 25, 2010 ' 11:08 PM Y
i feel so redundant. everything things seems to start by me, all my fault, if i didnt continue it, i guess it wouldnt end up like that. blame on me kay. how i wish i can see how life goes on without me, it must be better. lesser quarrels etc. okay forget it. i told blogger long ago that i hate my life, i hate myself, so it was no surprise that i dislike everyone in this world. no one is perfect. i dont like people who brag, who are happy, who are sad, who are attitude-ing or whatever fucking business. sorry for this vulgarities joanna(: this is me, yeah and i dislike everyone. i dont care if you hate me or whatever hell shit, if you dont like this, jolly well get lost.(: click that big red cross up there on the window there, yeah top right hand corner. i did my reflection everyday, last thing or first thing i do before sleep or when i woke up. i enjoys walking alone home too, because thats when i think. it must be ridiculous that i actually cried somehow when i think, this proves that im human(: what i hate the most is being born in this family, with this ridiculous dad, mummy was okay, just abit naggy, stressful yet very good dajie, attitude problem erjie lastly, computer addict and impolite meimei. okay u all must think that im hurtful in words, let it be, use to it. because i could be like that for the rest of my life. im not tolerating anymore, because i had enough, enough of everything. so im gonna get pissed easily and more often, because i couldnt control myself anymore. i hate it. people must had think that i talk behind ppls back, abandon or etc, whatever. i dont care anymore. alright enough of today's crap. bye
