.Saturday, May 8, 2010 ' 9:52 PM Y
hi! today wake up early for amaths remedial -.- didnt finish up my hmk, im a bad girl. then teacher got buy snacks for us again!(: so good leh. then go through the worksheet lor. then after that at outside school gate msg my jie where my ma and mei at, then she say they went to grandma hse le. then after that just nice saw them walking opposite, so rush over to them. then went to 7-eleven buy slurpee to grandma hse, ate a little and went to do hmk. after a while, the baby came, its a baby boy whose had his first month, sadly there isnt any celebration..party. yeah but theres a box of ..goodies i will say. wanted to go jurong point at night with mum and mei but mum says she had things needed to be carried, and dont want go jp, so sad. wanted to my mother's day present one, shoes! then she make up excuses like house got alot shoes liao still buy, but i know she wants it^^ keep urging mum to go home early, cause the house was stuffy, i was bored and i feel very filthy, i was sweating alot and i veryvery hard to breathe nowadays! hais! then walked home, omgosh they are doing something so unglam wtf! both at the same time also! LOL! then reached home put stuffs le went to pm cause mummy want buy necessities. got alot of things bought and i had to help mummy carry. me so kind right?! CAUSE TOMORROW IS HER BIG DAY! i got to do a part as her daughter ma. then at 1st floor of pm got sell cakes and mum bought it, the seller says happy mother's day to my ma! omg she's the first to say to ma, walao...it should be one of her daughters to say first ma. i haven say leh! kay then went home. oh yeah my block lift had broke down and sooooo finally it broke down at 7th floor, my floor! if im not wrong, since im born, i nvr seen the lift break down on my floor, it opens widely and i wanted to help to close it but mum nag at me. so..its the first time(: okay. im breathing so hard now and coughing like i caught some diseases. choy! kay. there's pictures to upload. well now, some words for my mother, my wonderful great mother(:
Dear mummy,
I love you! it could be really shocking if you were to hear me say this to you. and of course i wouldnt have the courage to do so too. so i would write it here, post it right here. though i kinda hate you to born me to this world, though i often dislike you, though i often disappoint you, though i had made you angry a number of times, though i had made you worried for me, though i had quarrel with you seldomly, though i often made you spend on me, but i will always love you. its must be really tough for you to suffer and hang on, living on with this kind of shit life, meeting and marrying to such a "great" husband who oftens beats you up, who humilated you, who made you suffer, who cheats on your money and feelings, who made you drops of tears. it must be really something for you to hang on, and prepared to suffer in future being a single parent. you had never fail to give me what i wants sometimes. i can never forget the pain i felt in my heart for you and crying for you when you had fell and knocked your head bleeding, and dad simply care only about the auspicious having blood around the house, and how he order us to clean throughly, and cares nothing about you, he is heartless, sooo heartless. after all you both were once couples, but why he can just be ignorance and says to me "its none of my business even if she fall and bleed" how i wish i can send my punch to his face for you mummy, he is heartless. i felt so heartache for you, you must be feeling worse. you always seems to have concern about our financial issue. it must be really tough and tiring for you. i really hope to move out of this house full of beautiful and hurtful memories, and start anew in our new house. so tomorrow is your day, i sincerely wish you all the best, be healthy, be strong, and most importantly, be happy! i love you mummy. i will give you the best present tomorrow, maybe it would be a pair of shoes, but its from me sincerely okay! lastly, HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY! MUACKS!
Love, Annli(:
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the stanger guy that had the same family background added me on hotmail leh! then today chat abit only cause nth to chat. he asked abt my life everytime, i told him abt the stress im having, and he said if i need help, ask him! oh. Fated. he got problems alike to mine, and its kinda great to meet him and friends with him!
