.Thursday, June 10, 2010 ' 8:43 PM Y
hello, today the weather nice, sleep till quite late again. then didnt go central at evening to cut hair and buy groceries because mummy's foot swollen, and it hurts. then see her walk slow slow etc heartache. hmm then didnt go lo. i did my book review for holes, diary entry. its so much easier than any other questions. still have 1 more to go but i got to read finish my storybook first. i dont dare to read it at night because it made my house feels creepy~ then just now mummy ask me if im able to withdraw money anot. im scared to withdraw myself, then my jie say dont know, learn la, can be more independent anot. then say i dont know how to withdraw then do card for what. im fucking angry with her lo walao. i was forced to do the card by dad, its not that i wanna do it by my own accord. and im learning alright, yes i did withdraw once myself, but i forgot how already okay! i know you know then you accompany mum go la. everyone tends to forget, dont tell me you had never ever forget a thing before. and you shhh-ed us silent, you had to study for exams, and wanted us to be quiet. but had you thought about, in the past years because you were noisy when eldest sister was having her olevels, then she couldnt concentrate and therefore you both quarreled,till now you both haven been talking. now its your turn to have your examinations, whats more is that your examinations now isnt as important as olevel, so what right you had to ask us to be quiet when you didnt when eldest sis told you to. now you know how irritating it could be so why didnt you keep quiet then. i couldnt be bothered with you, i continue to make as much noise as i can because you dont deserves the quietness. you had bad attitude that everyone hates. bad temper and inconsiderations too. let alone being a copycat. and oh ya, you always made so much noise, or talk that loud when someone is asleep, and when you are sleeping, we making a little noise, you scold us. what the fuck is this?! and me and my mei always obeyed when mum asked us to shut up when eldest sis is sleeping while you rebels and purposely made so much louder noises. then you complain us being noisy when you are sleeping, but have you thought about what you had done? even me or mei is sleeping you are always that noisy. you seriously had built up a bad character, you dont respect. you were greedy but selfish, but i wont elaborate on this, im kind enough not to embarrass you more. And i think you always trying to attract attentions of everyone, making random loud screams, talking on phone damn loudly, singing song loudly when i came into the room, seems to trying to advertise the song?! etcetc. whatever. she is hated by everyone in this family, the only thing that i pity her for. my dad dont really favours her, my mum dislike her attitudes, my eldest sis and her had been enemy and she is always copied by her, my mei also hate her for being at home, and me hate her for being such a pest and pokes into my privacy everytime. my mei and me are always close, we had the closest relationship in this whole family, though i dislike her sometimes and i know she hates me too, for disallowing her to use comp. haha. but we share things and we always had common thinkings, yeah okay. and im tuitoring her now, haha. bought assessment books for her to do. she had been playing habbos everytime till her grades drop tremendously and we couldnt control her, she really needs scoldings, fierce one that is able to teach her a lesson. but anyway, she had to be self-conscious for herself too. ahh i finally did finish my hellokitty keychain anyway last night, 3d and i put cotton inside to make it fat. actually i was almost dont last night but the string broke so i had to cut new strings to rejoin everything, which made it kind of not nice, but first try is good enough. i had it hanged at my wallet^^ okay byebye le, long post already. peektures next time upload luh.
